"Can we get a baby instead?"
And some words including "hate." This is so hard.
I'm trusting God to take care of all three children better than I can on my own or with B. He gave us a year that Dinosaur and Rhinoceros adjusted to our foster children so easily that it was strange. He gave us a year to learn the system a bit before these challenges. He has called us, so he has prepared us, even though my heart sinks when I hear and watch the boys' reactions to Cricket.